Here we go. Back into the hell hole again. Great.. At least she’s there to help me through it

I honestly just wanted to
Be with her for Christmas but oh we’ll.
Another holiday where I get nothing

The feeling of relationships.
I love the feeling I get from you.
I hate the jelious was it puts me through

It’s. Not enuff I tell me..
Why is there always need for attention of others

I wish love wasn’t so scary.
If it wasn’t for her. It never would have. Been
But if it wasnt for her. I would have you

I swear I can never do anything rite

How many years is it gonna take for you to forgive me… I could live happy knowing you at least forgave me.
If only you knew how this tears at me.
I hate the fact I miss you.

Why can I never be mad at you….

:/

I posted a bunch of blog posts like random through the week and it’s showing there all sent today?? What the fuck

Your only interested in me. But yet your flirting all up and down with a guy on Facebook? There’s a difference between casual convo and flirting. That’s flirting.
I hate love sometimes. Slipping me back in to this agitated protective modes.
I realy forgot how much I hate this feeling… Being numb for so long makes you forget… How yes, happy. But also painfull love is

Cactus

I found this picture of her from so long ago.. She doesn’t know I have it.. She looks so gorgeous

How hard it is to say that again.. Seriously.. If you had any Idea, the thought of loosing or you leaving terrifies me. This is true love. Coming to me full swing. Harder then before. Bringing full meaning to all I need is you.
But why? Do I have to be cursed.. Your parents hate me.. We have to hide. Like Romeo and Juliet. Love picks weird situations. It’s fucked up. But at least I do.. Still have you.

You seriously need help in your relationship. Toucan obviously see she treats you like shit? To her your “smothering” I see you love her. But I doubt its mutual.

You always Wana think You can trust that “bestfriend” next to you. But realy.. Can you? How do you know there not sitting there thinking of things they Wana do sexually to the person you love.. What if that texting there shrouding away over there is them making a move on them?
What makes it worse. Is when the one you love attempts to be nice back by sending smily faces and complaments.
It realy just depends where youve been I guess. And what’s happened to you.
Me. I trust fucking no one.
Exept one. And she knows who she is.
Grace